My troubles started the day my soul joined earth to sing his praises
I opened eyes and saw the light to beat my heart as the daughter he raises
The one who through thick and thin decides to live as his one and only
This life is mine it ain't for you and yet you want to have a say consistently

I lived a life so true to me whether for you my choices rang wrong or right
At first you thought my youthful soul was too alive you tried taming my fight
Then you decided I had gotten weak when I dedicated my life to service  
You said live a little girl this world has more to offer enjoy it add a vice.

You said I ruined things I touch just coz I learned more than you could ever try 
Instead of conquering the fear that consumed you, it was I who had to cry
So you rammed in, punched in and kicked with every might you had 
Coz you weren't afraid or scared at all, it had to be me that had to be bad

& you weaved a web of lies to soothe your aching heart that beats for pain.

My laughter irked you, my joy jerked you into contentment you despised
It secretly pleased you knowing I hurt, all thanks to what you had devised

My troubles evolved the day my soul remained on earth to sing his glory
I opened my heart to what my eyes could see and it made me weary 
Surrounded by death, by pain, by hate, by war, mischief, corruption & adultery
I was disgusted became opinionated even judgemental and all for free 

And then you thought my aging soul was still alive you tried killing my spirit
You thought if things I loved on earth  disappeared my love would deplete
You didn't account for the depth of how  I feel nor for the fight left inside me
4u this stupid girl would soon give up like all da 1s u made crumble 2their knee

But think again you can't control me…console me or cajole me … I am me
Oh so very very unapologetically me my dear. 
You dreamt of ruining who?
Me?